Well, well, well. It's been a while that I've had something pretty hilarious to share with my blogging family. I have some good stuff today.
My first road motorcycle ride.
When I bought my honda several weeks ago, I started learning the basics at the top of my parking garage. My super patient and amazingly understanding husband even had to start out running and holding on to the back of the motorocycle so I wouldn't stop and drop it. Thankfully, never did. :)
I then took my class 2 weeks ago on base. It was an awesome class and we used the training hyousong motorcycles. They were pretty beat up, but the class was excellent and after riding all Saturday and Sunday, I felt way more comfortable on motorcycles.
Then, I went to night shift and out of town, etc and Cameron and I never got a chance to ride. He has been out of town this past week and I have thought a couple times about taking the motorcycle out, but I really wanted to wait for him to ride with the first time.
Yesterday, I started to feel like he thought I was lame for being too afraid to ride alone, so this morning, before the sun was up, I got up out of bed, got dressed (in several layers because it was cool out) and set out. I didn't have any place in particular I wanted to go, but I just wanted to get out. Mostly around the neighborhood. Get some feel of my tires on the road.
First problem. I couldn't back the thing up. I let it fully warm up, got on with all my gear and my toes just touch. I tried to walk it back, but can't even move it. I ended up leaning on one side and used one leg to try and hop it back....I need to lower this thing. I had to get off the bike, walk it back out of the spot and then get on.
The clutch and throttle feel so different than the training bikes, so I'm having to readjust to it and I was preeeeetty jerky! My first turn out went well, but when I went to cancel my turn signal, I honked the horn. I did it later 2 more times.....and each time it made me giggle.
Right after that first light, I went into a curve and didn't follow my basics of looking ahead in the curve and took a wiiiide turn and came inches away from the curb. My 5 second ride flashed before my eyes and I imagined hitting the curb, bouncing up, falling with the bike and then having to pick it up and deal with what just happened. THANKFULLY, I DIDN'T hit the curb and went about the rest of my ride. Pfeew. I at least didn't panic when I realized I went way too far on the curve, I just told myself, "you're okay. you're okay." Just fix it and don't do it again.
I went around a few blocks here and there. At times, I thought I was flying and I checked the speedometer and it read "28". Sheesh. Every CLUNK of the clutch reminded me just how much practice I need now on my bike.
I was a squid all over the road. The reason I went out on a Sunday morning at sunrise was just so no one would be out to distract me, but also so no one could see me. Thankfully, due to the helmet, no one should recognize me even if they did see my squidish behavior.
I'd like to have my inner motorcycle playlist playing things like, "Born to be Wild", or something other bad a**. Instead, my first ride was more like Wilson Phillips, "Hold on", which oddly enough was stuck in my head after watching Bridesmaids last night.
I think I got my nervous jitters out and I headed home. I have a long way to go. I did, though, get a smile on my face while I was riding around, despite being a squid.
This video made me feel SO much better about myself! I wasn't THIS bad!!!
http://youtu.be/4gvT4WitDP4
Thankfully not this bad!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Better than I was, more than I am. And all of this happened by taking your hand. - Tim McGraw and Faith Hill, It's Your Love
This past weekend Cameron, my friend Courtney and I all set out on a road trip in our blessed yaris up to Wilmington, NC. Our friend, Stacie was getting married on a battleship on Saturday. (Love watching Naval officers get married!)
The trip up was pretty long and torturous for me because I had worked Thursday night and didn't really sleep much on the ride up. I did enjoy rocking out to old high school and college mix cd's. I had the strangest mix cd's. It would go from a Dave Matthews song, to NSYNC, to The Doors, to Beastie Boys. I didn't have any flow when I put them together.
I'm slowly beginning to throw them away. There is no use for mix tapes or cd's. We all have ipods, right? Pandora also.
Anywho, the wedding. So, we got in Friday late to the hotel in Wilmington and enjoyed (choked down) a couple glasses of wine in the hotel bar. Saturday morning, we ran errands, got ready and headed to the wedding. We took a taxi over so we could just enjoy the night. Stacie and Dave had their wedding on a battleship in Wilmington! They even included their 4 (or was it 5) dogs in the ceremony! It was a beautiful ceremony and there were so many other nurses I've known along the way that were there.
The reception included dueling pianos! There was a lot of singing, dancing in front of everyone and drinking. ;) They had an awesome photo booth set up that we thoroughly enjoyed.
Following the reception, we went out in downtown Wilmington. Now, see, you have to understand that my favorite coming of age television show, Dawson's Creek, was filmed in Wilmington, NC. Apparently, I didn't stop talking about the show all night and got into it with one bar patron who thought I was lame for liking the show. haha. We stumbled upon an area that I recognized from the show where two of the characters had their first kiss! Cameron was a good sport and took a pic with me to recreate the moment!
And if you reeeeeeeally care to see the clip of the show, here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRsKJQMEwgQ
After we got back to the hotel, we went across the street to chow down at Waffle House. Then, we got the added bonus of seeing a few guys (and one girl) come in dressed in ghostbuster's costumes. They were even driving the ecto 1 car!
Dawson's Creek and the Ghostbuster guys? I LOVE Wilmington!
This week Cameron is up in Tennessee with his dad cleaning out stuff from his home and working on my car. It's lonely here without him, but I'm working nights this week and tonight is my only night off, so I guess it's not so bad. What is bad is that I'm addicted to scary movies, even though I'm terrified all night while watching them, and since Halloween is coming up soon, all sorts of channels are showing creepy stuff!
Why do I torture myself by watching this alone? Patton will protect me. :)
I really need to do a better job of keeping up with this. I've been watching a few of my friends get very active with their blogs because of big things going on in their lives. It's so exciting to see my friends adding to their family, travel to other countries, move their whole life to another area of the US and transition out of the military and settle down somewhere! I'm glad a lot of people are blogging again!
Friday, September 2, 2011
It's 45 miles on that highway, angel double prayer, I have to sleep with my eyes on the white lines, Elvis need of repair. - The Wallflowers, Angel On My Bike
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| A view of Indianapolis from our hotel |
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| Indianapolis river walk |
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| Watching practice runs. Cameron and Bob getting frustrated with each other. :) |
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| I didn't warn him enough for this. Sorry, boo! |
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| There we go! Now, the two handsome men are smiling. :D |
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| This was so cute! They had a little area for little kids to ride small motorcycles. |
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| The guys working the area would even help them if they didn't know how to ride. so cute! |
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| Indianapolis Hall of Fame. The very first motorcycles that would race: Board Track Racers! |
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| These board track racers are awesome! |
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| He's adding more toys to his wish list as we speak. ;) |
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| More hall of fame |
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| I want this one! |
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| Cameron's grandpa worked on the car in the middle! |
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| SO handsome! |
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| Bob and I goofing around |
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| Sweeeeeet |
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| I thought this color was cool and then Cameron and I realized that the car and the wheels were our wedding colors! Teal and burgundy! haha! |
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| One of the seas of motorcycles |
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| Cameron and Bob in front of the hall of fame |
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| Qualifying runs |
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| I'm surprised I could catch some of these racers. |
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| Another sea of motorcycles! they were everywhereeeeeee |
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| My next ride. :) |
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| Race day! |
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| It was so hot out! I was glad I had the umbrella after being out in the sun for 3 days |
The last weekend I met Cameron and Bob in Indianapolis for the Moto GP race weekend. Cameron and Bob have ridden to the race for the past 3 years. Cameron rode from Florida up to Tennessee and met Bob. Then, they rode up to Indianapolis. They're quite sore, but in the end they are so glad they did it and can say they made that long ride!
Nothing but what can fit in your backpack and the only sound being your motorcycle and the road. Maybe some day in the future I will join them. At least riding like that, they won't be able to hear me complaining. haha.
I learned a lot about motorcycles and racing that weekend. We watched some practice, qualifying and eventually the races for the 125cc bikes, moto2 and moto gp. I am definitely more interested in getting a bike for me at some point.
It'll be a weekend I remember for a long time and it was hard to get back to the airport and fly home. I wanted to be able to ride back with Cameron. I didn't want to take off a lot of time from work though. Maybe next yearrrrr.
Friday, August 12, 2011
4AM Ramblings.
I'm doing the "it's my last night shift for several weeks and I have 2 hours left to go" dance!!! Woohooo!
I actually didn't mind the night shift this rotation. It does help that I can sleep in the morning and early afternoon when Cameron is working on photos and on http://www.cameronkline.com/ . (Cheap plug, yes.....but check it out.) I did mind waking up and having him run out the door for an engagement shoot or modeling shoot.
Almost every weekend this summer Cameron has had a wedding or two to do. Sometimes in Florida, but many times in Georgia or North Carolina. He's doing an awesome job and I hope he knows how much I admire him for making it happen.
I'm in talks with the detailer about my next tour of duty and thankfully God blessed me with a husband who is very flexible and wants to move overseas. I start to worry though, because then his happiness will depend on where we are and how he will work to contribute to the family. I know he supports the idea, but I still feel a lot of weight on my shoulders to pick a good spot for both of us.
I am extremely thankful to have him in my life.
There may be some exciting news about our next tour, but nothing is final yet and I need to actually call and speak with my detailer first. I think the next tour is going to be our mini vacation before thinking about a family and possibly graduate school for me or both of us. Gotta live it up while we can.
I think this weekend, Cameron and I will be able to try a church out in our neighborhood. We've had such hectic schedules this summer. Either I am working nights, or Cameron has a wedding or we are both out of town. This Sunday, we are both free and I'm back on a day shift rotation starting today.
Our spirituality has been a hot topic lately. We come from different spiritual and religious backgrounds, so at times we sound like we are talking to someone from another planet. The basic, simple thing in common we have is that we both believe God has created this amazing world for us to live in, that he sent Jesus to teach us our most important lesson of loving others and that he took all the blame for our sins when he died on the cross.
A few tedious topics that really have nothing to do with Jesus' main point that his followers should "love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind" and also "love your neighbor as yourself", get us all ready to fight it out and declare we know everything there is to know about religion, spirituality, the universe and God.
Cameron and I have very, very similar beliefs, but we have a few things that we are staunchly different on. I really think, personally, that God brought Cameron to my life to help me relax on the "rules" of religion and focus on loving him and being an example of Jesus and loving others. I think maybe I came along to learn a little more of the history of Jesus and biblical truth. Of course, I was never great at that, so the review is for me as well. Many of my stories are "yeah, there was the story...I can't remember what book...where that chick cut off the guy's hair and then she turned into salt and the three guys got put in the furnace and then danced............but I think I have a few facts messed up." Just kidding. I'm not that bad to mix them up like that, but it's sadly true that I can only remember bits and pieces of my 5 year old Sunday school Bible stories.
I probably could still sing along to "Wee Sing Bible Songs" or hymns from when I was growing up. It's amazing how your mind remembers songs. I guess that's why my Christian school I went to for a few years played so many scriptures in song form. I can still sing those.
Anyway. I'm rambling and it's now 0502 and I have an hour and a half left before we're getting ready for report. So with that, I hope you are all sleeping well and I can't wait to be on your schedule.
I actually didn't mind the night shift this rotation. It does help that I can sleep in the morning and early afternoon when Cameron is working on photos and on http://www.cameronkline.com/ . (Cheap plug, yes.....but check it out.) I did mind waking up and having him run out the door for an engagement shoot or modeling shoot.
Almost every weekend this summer Cameron has had a wedding or two to do. Sometimes in Florida, but many times in Georgia or North Carolina. He's doing an awesome job and I hope he knows how much I admire him for making it happen.
I'm in talks with the detailer about my next tour of duty and thankfully God blessed me with a husband who is very flexible and wants to move overseas. I start to worry though, because then his happiness will depend on where we are and how he will work to contribute to the family. I know he supports the idea, but I still feel a lot of weight on my shoulders to pick a good spot for both of us.
I am extremely thankful to have him in my life.
There may be some exciting news about our next tour, but nothing is final yet and I need to actually call and speak with my detailer first. I think the next tour is going to be our mini vacation before thinking about a family and possibly graduate school for me or both of us. Gotta live it up while we can.
I think this weekend, Cameron and I will be able to try a church out in our neighborhood. We've had such hectic schedules this summer. Either I am working nights, or Cameron has a wedding or we are both out of town. This Sunday, we are both free and I'm back on a day shift rotation starting today.
Our spirituality has been a hot topic lately. We come from different spiritual and religious backgrounds, so at times we sound like we are talking to someone from another planet. The basic, simple thing in common we have is that we both believe God has created this amazing world for us to live in, that he sent Jesus to teach us our most important lesson of loving others and that he took all the blame for our sins when he died on the cross.
A few tedious topics that really have nothing to do with Jesus' main point that his followers should "love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind" and also "love your neighbor as yourself", get us all ready to fight it out and declare we know everything there is to know about religion, spirituality, the universe and God.
Cameron and I have very, very similar beliefs, but we have a few things that we are staunchly different on. I really think, personally, that God brought Cameron to my life to help me relax on the "rules" of religion and focus on loving him and being an example of Jesus and loving others. I think maybe I came along to learn a little more of the history of Jesus and biblical truth. Of course, I was never great at that, so the review is for me as well. Many of my stories are "yeah, there was the story...I can't remember what book...where that chick cut off the guy's hair and then she turned into salt and the three guys got put in the furnace and then danced............but I think I have a few facts messed up." Just kidding. I'm not that bad to mix them up like that, but it's sadly true that I can only remember bits and pieces of my 5 year old Sunday school Bible stories.
I probably could still sing along to "Wee Sing Bible Songs" or hymns from when I was growing up. It's amazing how your mind remembers songs. I guess that's why my Christian school I went to for a few years played so many scriptures in song form. I can still sing those.
Anyway. I'm rambling and it's now 0502 and I have an hour and a half left before we're getting ready for report. So with that, I hope you are all sleeping well and I can't wait to be on your schedule.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Shotguns, pistols and AK's! OH MY!
We're ready for the zombie apocalypse. This last weekend, Cameron and I went to Murfreesburo, TN to see his dad, Bob. Cameron actually drove up last Tuesday and I flew up Friday to meet him.
There is a particualar gun store Cameron takes me to every time we step foot in Murfreesburo. Now, I can't remember the name, but I'll ask him later. I'm not sure how I don't remember the name, seeing that we go every time. This time, 2 visits.
Cameron's birthday is coming up in September and I have been going over and over what I'm going to get for him. I've gotten a few small things, but I wanted to get one large gift. Either a camera lens, or a gun. I know he's been eyeing shotguns and AK-47's....but I obviously couldn't go buy one for him, so I would have to take him to the store and let him pick one out. Plus, I really didn't know which one he would want! I've been reading all about AK-47's, learning about Russian made vs American made....underfolders, accessories, etc. I've also been looking up "what is the best leica camera lens" to try and look down that route.
I have to say that his hobbies are so hard to buy for! I know nothing about guns, cameras or motorcycles. Sigh.
So, we went into the armory in Tennessee and I told him even though it was early, he could pick anything he wanted! He settled on a Saiga 12 gauge semi automatic shotgun.
I had no idea they made such a thing! Good thing I didn't go buy something! He's apparently been looking at them for about 3 years. I gotta say...it is pretty sweet. Plus, it's another defense in our zombie apocalypse supply kit. I think we have enough gun power. Now, we just need more ammo.
He and I need to set up a grade and stage system for disasters/zombies. I did find a website that might help us. http://www.zombiehub.com/zombie-survival-kit.html You can select Zombie Grade and Stage and see their way of doing it.
I think he likes his gift. I've never seen him look so crazed and yet happy while holding anything.
How will I top this one??
Let's see. Interesting things coming up on our google calendar:
-Indy Motorcycle race August 26-28th
-1 year anniversary of our first date September 1st!
-First Texas Tech Football game of the season Sept 3rd
-Concealed handgun class Sept 10th
-Grey's Anatomy premire Sept 22nd
-Cameron's birthday Sept 24th
-First anniversary of proposal October 7th
-The Walking Dead premire Oct 16th
A lot of nothing.............Halloween, Thanksgiving (prob be working)
-Christmas leave Dec 22-28th
I hope on our leave in December we can go down and talk with a real estate agent in the hill country. We've figured it out and we plan to purchase between 5-10 acres in the Texas Hill Country next summer. I'm planning a 2 week road trip and we'll stop a few days to look at property and buy something. Our tenative plan is to buy something large enough for Bob to move down there too at some point and we'll move there when I'm done with the Navy or retire from the Navy.
I'm mostly looking at Blanco, because it's the same distance to San Antonio and Austin. It's a little hilly and green, but also can look desert like (what Cameron loves) in some places.
Then, Bob can find a job down there and sell his house in Tennessee and buy 2 of those Tiny Texas Houses (http://tinytexashouses.com/) where he will live in one and we will live in one.
I keep daydreaming about having dirt bikes, a pool, eventually do some landscaping....and then sit out under the stars with some wine and just enjoy each other's company. I really want to make this happen. Now, we just have to find an agent down there and start writing them and then meet to discuss what we're looking for and save up to pick it out next summer!
I love talking about the future with Cameron. I know if he and I decide to do something, we can actually make it happen.
I don't mean that I'm not excited about right now in our lives. I really am. I am so happy. I really can't complain right now. God has really brought me to a good spot in my life. I really owe everything to Him. I remember so vividly sitting on my bed in January 2008 and deciding to completely let go of my love life to God. I stopped trying to do it on my own and "find someone" and focused on growing on my own and trusting he had someone perfect (who he really needed to work on more than me ;) hehe). He really did. It's amazing what things can happen when you completely put your trust in the Lord and step back. They all tend to work out. You know what? Even if they don't turn out how you would like them to, He will do it to help you in some other way, or maybe show someone else a message and He will help you be at peace with whatever comes your way.
There is a particualar gun store Cameron takes me to every time we step foot in Murfreesburo. Now, I can't remember the name, but I'll ask him later. I'm not sure how I don't remember the name, seeing that we go every time. This time, 2 visits.
Cameron's birthday is coming up in September and I have been going over and over what I'm going to get for him. I've gotten a few small things, but I wanted to get one large gift. Either a camera lens, or a gun. I know he's been eyeing shotguns and AK-47's....but I obviously couldn't go buy one for him, so I would have to take him to the store and let him pick one out. Plus, I really didn't know which one he would want! I've been reading all about AK-47's, learning about Russian made vs American made....underfolders, accessories, etc. I've also been looking up "what is the best leica camera lens" to try and look down that route.
I have to say that his hobbies are so hard to buy for! I know nothing about guns, cameras or motorcycles. Sigh.
So, we went into the armory in Tennessee and I told him even though it was early, he could pick anything he wanted! He settled on a Saiga 12 gauge semi automatic shotgun.
I had no idea they made such a thing! Good thing I didn't go buy something! He's apparently been looking at them for about 3 years. I gotta say...it is pretty sweet. Plus, it's another defense in our zombie apocalypse supply kit. I think we have enough gun power. Now, we just need more ammo.
He and I need to set up a grade and stage system for disasters/zombies. I did find a website that might help us. http://www.zombiehub.com/zombie-survival-kit.html You can select Zombie Grade and Stage and see their way of doing it.
I think he likes his gift. I've never seen him look so crazed and yet happy while holding anything.
How will I top this one??
Let's see. Interesting things coming up on our google calendar:
-Indy Motorcycle race August 26-28th
-1 year anniversary of our first date September 1st!
-First Texas Tech Football game of the season Sept 3rd
-Concealed handgun class Sept 10th
-Grey's Anatomy premire Sept 22nd
-Cameron's birthday Sept 24th
-First anniversary of proposal October 7th
-The Walking Dead premire Oct 16th
A lot of nothing.............Halloween, Thanksgiving (prob be working)
-Christmas leave Dec 22-28th
I hope on our leave in December we can go down and talk with a real estate agent in the hill country. We've figured it out and we plan to purchase between 5-10 acres in the Texas Hill Country next summer. I'm planning a 2 week road trip and we'll stop a few days to look at property and buy something. Our tenative plan is to buy something large enough for Bob to move down there too at some point and we'll move there when I'm done with the Navy or retire from the Navy.
I'm mostly looking at Blanco, because it's the same distance to San Antonio and Austin. It's a little hilly and green, but also can look desert like (what Cameron loves) in some places.
Then, Bob can find a job down there and sell his house in Tennessee and buy 2 of those Tiny Texas Houses (http://tinytexashouses.com/) where he will live in one and we will live in one.
I keep daydreaming about having dirt bikes, a pool, eventually do some landscaping....and then sit out under the stars with some wine and just enjoy each other's company. I really want to make this happen. Now, we just have to find an agent down there and start writing them and then meet to discuss what we're looking for and save up to pick it out next summer!
I love talking about the future with Cameron. I know if he and I decide to do something, we can actually make it happen.
I don't mean that I'm not excited about right now in our lives. I really am. I am so happy. I really can't complain right now. God has really brought me to a good spot in my life. I really owe everything to Him. I remember so vividly sitting on my bed in January 2008 and deciding to completely let go of my love life to God. I stopped trying to do it on my own and "find someone" and focused on growing on my own and trusting he had someone perfect (who he really needed to work on more than me ;) hehe). He really did. It's amazing what things can happen when you completely put your trust in the Lord and step back. They all tend to work out. You know what? Even if they don't turn out how you would like them to, He will do it to help you in some other way, or maybe show someone else a message and He will help you be at peace with whatever comes your way.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Baby, let's cruise, let's flow, let's glide. - Smokey Robinson, Cruisin'
Schedule:
Day 1: Depart Miami 4pm
Day 2: Fun day at sea
Day 3: Grand Turk
Day 1: Depart Miami 4pm
Day 2: Fun day at sea
Day 3: Grand Turk
Grand Turk - Grand Turk is the largest of the Turks Islands, which are named after an indigenous cactus that actually looks like it's wearing a fez (the Turkish tassel hat). You won't find many fezzes on the island, as there simply aren't that many heads there to wear them! With a population of less than 4,000, what you will find is plenty of room to relax - or swim, dive or fish, and just the weather for doing it; the average temperature ranges from 80-90 degrees Fahrenheit, and a typical year in Grand Turk sees a full 350 days of sunshine. Check out Cockburn Town, featuring a wonderful selection of historical buildings and an unforgettable rustic charm. You'll also find many Colonial-style buildings and ruins, along with The Turks and Caicos National Museum. One of the main draws is diving, and Grand Turk's protected coral reef, which drops to 8,000 feet, is even close enough to shore for beach dives.
Day 4: Half Moon Cay, The Bahamas
Half Moon Cay, the Bahamas - Located on 55-acres of the 2,400-acre Little San Salvador Island, Half Moon Cay has been rated as "Best Private Island" by Porthole Cruise Magazine for the past four years. An international bird sanctuary in the Bahamas (only two percent of the island is developed), the beauty and serenity of Half Moon Cay is second-to-none. There are a variety of exciting and new activities to choose from while exploring this privately owned paradise. You can go horseback riding on the sand and through the surf, take a stingray adventure, visit the Half Moon Lagoon Aqua Park, hike a nature trail or simply relax in an air-conditioned, private beachfront cabana.
Day 5: Nassau, The Bahamas
Nassau, the Bahamas - It's easy to see why Nassau, the capital of the Bahamas, is also one of the most popular ports in the Caribbean: picture an idyllic place with stretches of perfect white-sand beaches, gracefully swaying coconut palms offering oases of shade, and warm, crystal-clear waters revealing the secrets of incredible multi-colored marine life. Whether you spend the day shopping for duty-free gifts and mementos, taking a carriage ride past sorbet-colored buildings, or touring in a glass-bottom boat, chances are you'll leave this happy place in the Bahamas with lots of beautiful memories.
Day 6: Return Miami
Cameron and I talked a bit about snowboarding vs cruise. We both love snowboarding, but we've done that together a few times. We haven't been on a cruise and hey, we're in Florida!
We would love for family or friends to join us. I have always wanted friends that could travel with us. It seems it's hard with buying homes, having babies, fixing said homes, job commitments, economy issues. I wish we could all just stop and enjoy ourselves. There are reasons we could put it off and not take a vacation and tell ourselves there are other things we can put our money towards....but we'll never be 27 and 30 again. It'll pass us by and what will we say we did?
When our grandkids ask us what we did as a young couple, I don't want to say I bought a new hot water heater, built a new fence, worked in a job I hated, or told myself to enjoy myself later.
It's time to have fun!
Did the pep talk work? Anyone want to join????
Monday, July 25, 2011
This world that I found is too good to be true. - Starship, Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now
It's pretty funny because after my last post a new thing happened at work! Our clinical nurse specialist deployed to Afghanistan, and so they interviewed for her position on our floor. There were soooooo many things this nurse had on her "to do" list. I have no idea how the girl sleeps at night with such a long list. That's a whole other story....anywho.
I wasn't so sure I really wanted the position. None of us are clinical nurse specialists, but we would just take over some of the initiatives of hers. Well, I still don't feel I have enough ICU knowledge to try and take over the education portion of it or training. I inquired and asked about the job and then I was set up with an interview! I never quite said I wanted it....but oh well. I thought maybe this was a message.
I did the interview and 2 other nurses did as well. In the end, they selected all three of us to take over her job. They broke it up into what we are all strong with. I did end up with some training and education, but my big portion was Essentris.
Now, Essentris is our computer charting. We had it at Bethesda, so I used it for 3 years and did a ton of stuff with it. I love it. I love how easy it is to read on the computer vs. the freaking paper profiles and charts that are all highlighted over and pencil marked.
Well, Naval Hospital Jacksonville decided to "build it from the ground up", so they didn't take a program that was already working from a larger command. ::slaps my own forehead:: I have no idea who's brilliant idea that was, but it was probably way above my pay grade.
Anywho, so it's up and running, but there are SO many issues. Order sets aren't right. Notes are still missing words and pull downs aren't correct. Flowsheets don't carry over on other flowsheets. It's a mess. I am now the person in charge of this for the ICU. I've been working with our MID (computer/tech people office) office to fix a lot of this and also setting up training for our nurses to learn how to chart and be more efficient at using the program.
It's really changed my focus right now. Nursing Informatics. I am LOVING merging the computer side and the nursing side of things. Plus, it's going to be more and more in demand as the years go on.
I'm not sure if I want to get completely away from patients, so when it comes time to apply to DUINS (our graduate program), I will try and make my first choice CNS in Med/Surg with a certificate in nursing informatics and my second choice will be a full on master's in nursing informatics.
The University of San Diego has both of those programs on campus, so maybe after my next tour (hopefully in Japan), I can apply there.
Right now, there isn't a program in DUINS for informatics, but I emailed the CDR at Bethesda about it and he said he's going to be trying to get one this year! He seemed very serious about how the Navy needs a billet for it and a DUINS program and that he would like to set that up! I was excited after reading his email. I almost felt like this was starting to feel like a goal of mine.
I just need something to work towards. Some kind of goal! So, ahhh. I now have more stuff to work on at work (and boy do I!) and I have a new goal for my nursing career. I don't feel quite as lost anymore!
Other than that, things have been great! Cameron is working from home full time as a photographer and we LOVE it! I know he's feeling more stress now to be successful at it, but we get to spend so much time together! And I'm on nights right now! haha. He can be flexible with his time, since he'll sometimes shoot in the evening or on the weekend, so we get to make lunch together or spend time watching Grey's Anatomy on Netflix.
Speaking of.....we started at episode 1 a few months ago and we're already up to the most recent season! We just finished last night....sigh. We can't seem to find another show that will replace it. We tried Breaking Bad. Not interesting for either of us. Watched 3/4 of an episode of Weeds and that drove me nuts....We then watched Sons of Anarchy. Cameron loves it, but I'm not too sure yet.
You know...even though Grey's characters slept with each other WAYYY too much (it almost seemed like family incest watching it fast), they at least always wanted to do the best for their patient. They were at least looking at ethical things and doing the right choice. So many shows are just trash and people hurt others and just commit crimes or don't parent well, etc.
I'm just not a fiction person. Books or tv. I think I liked Grey's because I could somewhat relate to the issues. Everything else just doesn't hold my interest.
Maybe more walks. Today we went for a walk and ended up in the rain! It was a hot and sticky rain though, so it was pretty gross. We just turned around to go back to our gym at the apartment. I LOVE our neighborhood. The park next to us. The riverwalk near by. Mossfire so close with delicious margaritas. Sigh. I don't want to leave this area of Jacksonville.
We got the saab tinted. Yay! I've put that off too long! It looks so much better and is so much cooler! It's unreal of the difference it makes. Next is to get a few door dings out of the side and new driver's seat, or all new seats for it.
The past few months have flown by since the wedding. I am so happy right now I sometimes don't believe it. I still wonder how such a great man exists. I never get tired of hanging out with him. <3
I wasn't so sure I really wanted the position. None of us are clinical nurse specialists, but we would just take over some of the initiatives of hers. Well, I still don't feel I have enough ICU knowledge to try and take over the education portion of it or training. I inquired and asked about the job and then I was set up with an interview! I never quite said I wanted it....but oh well. I thought maybe this was a message.
I did the interview and 2 other nurses did as well. In the end, they selected all three of us to take over her job. They broke it up into what we are all strong with. I did end up with some training and education, but my big portion was Essentris.
Now, Essentris is our computer charting. We had it at Bethesda, so I used it for 3 years and did a ton of stuff with it. I love it. I love how easy it is to read on the computer vs. the freaking paper profiles and charts that are all highlighted over and pencil marked.
Well, Naval Hospital Jacksonville decided to "build it from the ground up", so they didn't take a program that was already working from a larger command. ::slaps my own forehead:: I have no idea who's brilliant idea that was, but it was probably way above my pay grade.
Anywho, so it's up and running, but there are SO many issues. Order sets aren't right. Notes are still missing words and pull downs aren't correct. Flowsheets don't carry over on other flowsheets. It's a mess. I am now the person in charge of this for the ICU. I've been working with our MID (computer/tech people office) office to fix a lot of this and also setting up training for our nurses to learn how to chart and be more efficient at using the program.
It's really changed my focus right now. Nursing Informatics. I am LOVING merging the computer side and the nursing side of things. Plus, it's going to be more and more in demand as the years go on.
I'm not sure if I want to get completely away from patients, so when it comes time to apply to DUINS (our graduate program), I will try and make my first choice CNS in Med/Surg with a certificate in nursing informatics and my second choice will be a full on master's in nursing informatics.
The University of San Diego has both of those programs on campus, so maybe after my next tour (hopefully in Japan), I can apply there.
Right now, there isn't a program in DUINS for informatics, but I emailed the CDR at Bethesda about it and he said he's going to be trying to get one this year! He seemed very serious about how the Navy needs a billet for it and a DUINS program and that he would like to set that up! I was excited after reading his email. I almost felt like this was starting to feel like a goal of mine.
I just need something to work towards. Some kind of goal! So, ahhh. I now have more stuff to work on at work (and boy do I!) and I have a new goal for my nursing career. I don't feel quite as lost anymore!
Other than that, things have been great! Cameron is working from home full time as a photographer and we LOVE it! I know he's feeling more stress now to be successful at it, but we get to spend so much time together! And I'm on nights right now! haha. He can be flexible with his time, since he'll sometimes shoot in the evening or on the weekend, so we get to make lunch together or spend time watching Grey's Anatomy on Netflix.
Speaking of.....we started at episode 1 a few months ago and we're already up to the most recent season! We just finished last night....sigh. We can't seem to find another show that will replace it. We tried Breaking Bad. Not interesting for either of us. Watched 3/4 of an episode of Weeds and that drove me nuts....We then watched Sons of Anarchy. Cameron loves it, but I'm not too sure yet.
You know...even though Grey's characters slept with each other WAYYY too much (it almost seemed like family incest watching it fast), they at least always wanted to do the best for their patient. They were at least looking at ethical things and doing the right choice. So many shows are just trash and people hurt others and just commit crimes or don't parent well, etc.
I'm just not a fiction person. Books or tv. I think I liked Grey's because I could somewhat relate to the issues. Everything else just doesn't hold my interest.
Maybe more walks. Today we went for a walk and ended up in the rain! It was a hot and sticky rain though, so it was pretty gross. We just turned around to go back to our gym at the apartment. I LOVE our neighborhood. The park next to us. The riverwalk near by. Mossfire so close with delicious margaritas. Sigh. I don't want to leave this area of Jacksonville.
We got the saab tinted. Yay! I've put that off too long! It looks so much better and is so much cooler! It's unreal of the difference it makes. Next is to get a few door dings out of the side and new driver's seat, or all new seats for it.
The past few months have flown by since the wedding. I am so happy right now I sometimes don't believe it. I still wonder how such a great man exists. I never get tired of hanging out with him. <3
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
I understand about indecision, but I don't care if I get behind. People living in competition, all I want is to have my peace of mind. - Boston, Peace
I feel a bit lost in my own world. I think the moment that started was actually in October 2006. I was sitting in a class for the nurse internship program at the National Naval Medical Center in Bethesda. One of our instructors, a LCDR at the time, was giving a lecture about the body's response when in combat. It was the most amazing lecture I had heard. Not just because it was fascinating information, but because I realized this is the point I had been working towards.
I had sat through 2 and a half years of nursing lectures, but none of them focused on combat. I'm not sure where it was instilled in me, but I just had this fascination with the military and nursing. In October 2006, in that classroom with 10 other people, I finally had made it. I was merging nursing and the military. It was finally coming together. It had taken 22 years for me to get exactly where I felt I belonged. That was the most amazing feeling in the world.
Then, I went home. I sat down on my futon and thought to myself. Now what? I made it where I wanted to go. Now, where do I belong? What's my next step? What am I working towards?
It'll be five years that I've been in the Navy and have been a nurse this coming August. In that time, I've had ups and downs. I've felt on top of the world when I was walking into the most amazing medical facility for the armed forces in the continental US. Then, I've had trouble feeling worth anything at a smaller facility where we handle cuts and scrapes and mostly help retired military spouses that don't seem concerned to keep themselves healthy.
I've deployed, but to Kuwait, which I normally just say "oh, it was just 6 months in Kuwait". Then, there was the time I was called up to leave for Haiti for the earthquake relief on 1 hrs notice. We just ended up in Cuba for 2 weeks. We did a few things important and I know, I know, it was mostly honorable that we stood up and left on an hour notice and everyone was proud we went to support the Naval hospital there.
There are still times I feel that I haven't lived that "adventure". I haven't been on the front lines or done amazing humanitarian missions.
I've voiced these thoughts with some of my close friends and they all assure me that I'm doing something special...but I just don't feel it.
Now. My life has entirely changed. I met someone I never in my life saw coming. I am the happiest I have ever been and oddly enough, my "adventure" I seek feels different. I was never going to be that girl. I still want to stay in the Navy, but how do I feel when I think about leaving for 9 months. Cameron and I, at this point, have been together 9 months and a week or so. I'd just now be returning from deployment! We met, dated, got married, moved in, joined lives, etc all in that time. I can't imagine being that far away for that long without him. I know that's how all the other military members and their spouses do it and I will go if they need me to. I'm not trying to get out of anything or avoid anything. It just seems strange to me that I feel so torn.
I also just feel stagnant. I don't know what kind of nursing I want to do. I don't know how long I want to stay in the Navy. Even if I got out, I don't know that I would want to do nursing. Shoot. I don't know.
I guess all these things changed in my life so fast that I'm just now settling down to think about what they all mean. Nothing to change right now. I know in our future, Cameron and I have some big adventures in store. I'm so excited to see where we go from here!
In the mean time, I'll just keep chugging along.
I had sat through 2 and a half years of nursing lectures, but none of them focused on combat. I'm not sure where it was instilled in me, but I just had this fascination with the military and nursing. In October 2006, in that classroom with 10 other people, I finally had made it. I was merging nursing and the military. It was finally coming together. It had taken 22 years for me to get exactly where I felt I belonged. That was the most amazing feeling in the world.
Then, I went home. I sat down on my futon and thought to myself. Now what? I made it where I wanted to go. Now, where do I belong? What's my next step? What am I working towards?
It'll be five years that I've been in the Navy and have been a nurse this coming August. In that time, I've had ups and downs. I've felt on top of the world when I was walking into the most amazing medical facility for the armed forces in the continental US. Then, I've had trouble feeling worth anything at a smaller facility where we handle cuts and scrapes and mostly help retired military spouses that don't seem concerned to keep themselves healthy.
I've deployed, but to Kuwait, which I normally just say "oh, it was just 6 months in Kuwait". Then, there was the time I was called up to leave for Haiti for the earthquake relief on 1 hrs notice. We just ended up in Cuba for 2 weeks. We did a few things important and I know, I know, it was mostly honorable that we stood up and left on an hour notice and everyone was proud we went to support the Naval hospital there.
There are still times I feel that I haven't lived that "adventure". I haven't been on the front lines or done amazing humanitarian missions.
I've voiced these thoughts with some of my close friends and they all assure me that I'm doing something special...but I just don't feel it.
Now. My life has entirely changed. I met someone I never in my life saw coming. I am the happiest I have ever been and oddly enough, my "adventure" I seek feels different. I was never going to be that girl. I still want to stay in the Navy, but how do I feel when I think about leaving for 9 months. Cameron and I, at this point, have been together 9 months and a week or so. I'd just now be returning from deployment! We met, dated, got married, moved in, joined lives, etc all in that time. I can't imagine being that far away for that long without him. I know that's how all the other military members and their spouses do it and I will go if they need me to. I'm not trying to get out of anything or avoid anything. It just seems strange to me that I feel so torn.
I also just feel stagnant. I don't know what kind of nursing I want to do. I don't know how long I want to stay in the Navy. Even if I got out, I don't know that I would want to do nursing. Shoot. I don't know.
I guess all these things changed in my life so fast that I'm just now settling down to think about what they all mean. Nothing to change right now. I know in our future, Cameron and I have some big adventures in store. I'm so excited to see where we go from here!
In the mean time, I'll just keep chugging along.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
With his blessings from above, serve it generously with love. One man, one wife, one love, through life. - Dean Martin, Memories Are Made Of This
I'm playing catch up! I thought the stressful part was the wedding, but nope! It's all the stuff that comes after.
Changing name, including military and doing everything out of state.
Adding Cameron as a spouse into the military.
Cleaning and organizing the house.
Wrote and reviewed vendors.
Write thank you cards.
Get caught up with work...now I have a new huge collateral with work and I have to do a VTC next month!
My birth month is May and I need to do all my appts and check ups.
Catch up on things I've been neglecting...like, car maintenance and improvements.
We're slowly checking off things. I'm getting there slowly. I'm in between names. I can't change my military ID until DFAS comes through and changes everything and I see the change on my LES on May 15th. Sigh. So, on some things I'm Kline and some things I'm Kumpunen. I'll be so glad when it's all moved over. I have moved a lot of my online accounts and updated names and email addresses. I'm actually having a problem with my blogger account....but we'll see. Right now, I'm just signed up for an extra author.
First off, the wedding was fantastic! It was the perfect size (I was afraid it would be too small, but now I can't imagine if it had been larger) and it was so relaxed! The day was nice and calm. I got to spend tons of time just relaxing with the bridesmaids. :) The weather was perfect. I felt gorgeous and the dress. Sigh...my dress. I'm still in love with it. I did pretty good with not busting out crying. The part that was the hardest was walking up the isle. I had already done a "first look" with Cameron before the wedding, but when I got up to the front of the isle, I nearly lost it. I couldn't even smile with my teeth at that point because my lips were quivering.
It was a beautiful ceremony, beautiful venue, handsome husband and my friends and family present! The reception was hard! There were so many family members I needed to meet from Cameron's side. Many family members that came from Oregon, Washington, California. Then, my girls, who wanted me to dance. I wanted to dance too, but after a while of being out there, I missed Cameron. I wanted to have fun, but that was my wedding day. I wanted to be with Cam. You have to make sure you say hi and thank you to everyone and you want so badly to sit and talk with people all night, but you don't have time.
It was everything I wanted it to be! I wouldn't change a bit of it.
The honeymoon was amazing as well. We basically did a road trip across Oregon. We started in Vancouver, WA for the first night and I got to see a few places where Cameron worked or loved to eat at, etc. Then, we drove up to Mt. Hood for a few days of snowboarding. It was my first time ever in fresh powder. That was a bit hard to get used to at first....but I learned to LOVE it. It's so smooth. Cameron even got me to go over some jumps in the small park. It was so much fun. Then, we drove into Portland for a night and on to wine country and then the coast of Oregon. We stopped at a few small towns and air museums on the way. I learned that car rides and dark clouds are natural sedation for me. That, the time difference and exhaustion from the mountain made it very hard for me to stay awake in the car.
Once we got to the coast, we drove up to Astoria, OR. (One of my favorite stops! http://www.oldoregon.com/) We stayed at the Cannery Pier Hotel. (http://www.cannerypierhotel.com/) Then, on to Seattle. I think Cameron and I both saw that Seattle is a city we could really feel at home in. We loved walking all around, sightseeing, enjoying the waterfront, grabbing amazing sushi and heading out for drinks. I hope some day we can live there for a while. I really think we'd flourish there.
There is so much to talk about and so many wonderful and amazing side stories, but I just don't have time to cover it all!
I thought since I felt Cameron and I knew each other really well and that we lived together before the wedding, that not much would change after we got married. I've been pleasantly surprised! It feels the same and yet so much better! It does feel different. We are husband and wife forever. Neither one of us is leaving. We are more than 100% committed to our marriage. It's amazing that we are this good together. What are the odds in so many people that two people could match so well together?? I am on cloud 9. He's my husband. I never thought I could love someone like I do and feel the love that I do! Cameron is the most amazing husband and I truly never thought there was this amazing of a man out there, not already married. He makes me relax on the couch while he cooks (which, his cooking is delicious) and gives me foot rubs....and, he wants to take my picture.
This sounds funny, but I have always loved to snap pictures in junior high, high school, college. Well, I was always secretly sad that I never dated anyone who wanted to take a picture of me. Maybe that seems weird, but I used to think that was a symbol of how into me they were. Cameron loves photography, but he loves to take photos of me. I love to learn from him and shoot some of him, as well. It really makes me feel so special that he enjoys photographing me.
I'll go into me learning some more later. This post is getting long and I need to get to bed. I'm on nights and I miss my new hubby. We see each other in the morning when i come home and get in bed and he's running out the door. It's hard, but we'll have a good weekend together! We're driving up to Nashville to see Bob, pick up some stuff and work on the car. I'm looking forward to it. We enjoy road trips....even despite the gas prices!
Until next time....signing off...Mrs. Kline. :)
Changing name, including military and doing everything out of state.
Adding Cameron as a spouse into the military.
Cleaning and organizing the house.
Wrote and reviewed vendors.
Write thank you cards.
Get caught up with work...now I have a new huge collateral with work and I have to do a VTC next month!
My birth month is May and I need to do all my appts and check ups.
Catch up on things I've been neglecting...like, car maintenance and improvements.
We're slowly checking off things. I'm getting there slowly. I'm in between names. I can't change my military ID until DFAS comes through and changes everything and I see the change on my LES on May 15th. Sigh. So, on some things I'm Kline and some things I'm Kumpunen. I'll be so glad when it's all moved over. I have moved a lot of my online accounts and updated names and email addresses. I'm actually having a problem with my blogger account....but we'll see. Right now, I'm just signed up for an extra author.
First off, the wedding was fantastic! It was the perfect size (I was afraid it would be too small, but now I can't imagine if it had been larger) and it was so relaxed! The day was nice and calm. I got to spend tons of time just relaxing with the bridesmaids. :) The weather was perfect. I felt gorgeous and the dress. Sigh...my dress. I'm still in love with it. I did pretty good with not busting out crying. The part that was the hardest was walking up the isle. I had already done a "first look" with Cameron before the wedding, but when I got up to the front of the isle, I nearly lost it. I couldn't even smile with my teeth at that point because my lips were quivering.
It was a beautiful ceremony, beautiful venue, handsome husband and my friends and family present! The reception was hard! There were so many family members I needed to meet from Cameron's side. Many family members that came from Oregon, Washington, California. Then, my girls, who wanted me to dance. I wanted to dance too, but after a while of being out there, I missed Cameron. I wanted to have fun, but that was my wedding day. I wanted to be with Cam. You have to make sure you say hi and thank you to everyone and you want so badly to sit and talk with people all night, but you don't have time.
It was everything I wanted it to be! I wouldn't change a bit of it.
The honeymoon was amazing as well. We basically did a road trip across Oregon. We started in Vancouver, WA for the first night and I got to see a few places where Cameron worked or loved to eat at, etc. Then, we drove up to Mt. Hood for a few days of snowboarding. It was my first time ever in fresh powder. That was a bit hard to get used to at first....but I learned to LOVE it. It's so smooth. Cameron even got me to go over some jumps in the small park. It was so much fun. Then, we drove into Portland for a night and on to wine country and then the coast of Oregon. We stopped at a few small towns and air museums on the way. I learned that car rides and dark clouds are natural sedation for me. That, the time difference and exhaustion from the mountain made it very hard for me to stay awake in the car.
Once we got to the coast, we drove up to Astoria, OR. (One of my favorite stops! http://www.oldoregon.com/) We stayed at the Cannery Pier Hotel. (http://www.cannerypierhotel.com/) Then, on to Seattle. I think Cameron and I both saw that Seattle is a city we could really feel at home in. We loved walking all around, sightseeing, enjoying the waterfront, grabbing amazing sushi and heading out for drinks. I hope some day we can live there for a while. I really think we'd flourish there.
There is so much to talk about and so many wonderful and amazing side stories, but I just don't have time to cover it all!
I thought since I felt Cameron and I knew each other really well and that we lived together before the wedding, that not much would change after we got married. I've been pleasantly surprised! It feels the same and yet so much better! It does feel different. We are husband and wife forever. Neither one of us is leaving. We are more than 100% committed to our marriage. It's amazing that we are this good together. What are the odds in so many people that two people could match so well together?? I am on cloud 9. He's my husband. I never thought I could love someone like I do and feel the love that I do! Cameron is the most amazing husband and I truly never thought there was this amazing of a man out there, not already married. He makes me relax on the couch while he cooks (which, his cooking is delicious) and gives me foot rubs....and, he wants to take my picture.
This sounds funny, but I have always loved to snap pictures in junior high, high school, college. Well, I was always secretly sad that I never dated anyone who wanted to take a picture of me. Maybe that seems weird, but I used to think that was a symbol of how into me they were. Cameron loves photography, but he loves to take photos of me. I love to learn from him and shoot some of him, as well. It really makes me feel so special that he enjoys photographing me.
I'll go into me learning some more later. This post is getting long and I need to get to bed. I'm on nights and I miss my new hubby. We see each other in the morning when i come home and get in bed and he's running out the door. It's hard, but we'll have a good weekend together! We're driving up to Nashville to see Bob, pick up some stuff and work on the car. I'm looking forward to it. We enjoy road trips....even despite the gas prices!
Until next time....signing off...Mrs. Kline. :)
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Young princess, when you get your wedding ring, your man is saying she’s my queen. - NAS, I Can
I had a sash, wand and veil! I felt like a queen. :)
My MOH, Shelley, bridesmaid/friend Courtney, and my bridesmaid/sister Christy all planned an amazing bachelorette party for me in Fort Worth on the 18th! I can't thank them enough for such an awesome night! I looked around at the dinner table and saw family, friends from junior high all the way up through college. That's a wonderful feeling. These girls have been special to me and I am so glad they could make it.
We started out at the Embassy Suites in Sundance Square. It was a perfect hotel with 2 queen beds and a living room area. We had some drinks and snacks and I got to open presents from the girls. That was so fun! There were some beautiful lingerie items and a few FUN gifts. :D I think lacy, soft and smooth fabrics make any woman feel so good.
We headed over to Razoo's (cajun food! one of my fav places!) for dinner and then on to The Library for after dinner drinks. Right next door was Pete's Piano Bar, so of course we headed there for entertainment!! Our group of girls with pink sashes attracted some attention and a group of guys offered to let us sit with them at the table. My friends, who are SO thoughtful, put a song and some mula up on the piano and got me to dance up on stage! It was fun and I hope to see some of those pics that Courtney took. hehe.
We went back to the hotel and I had lost my voice. I think I caught a cold that kicked in that evening and then yelling at Pete's didn't help. The next morning, we got to go to a nice continental breakfast and eat out on the terrace. My bridesmaids stayed overnight with me. I love these girls and no matter how far away we are from each other, we will always be friends. ;) I love sharing these big moments in each others lives! You wait Shelley! You're next!!!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Finally, on the day of my final night shift, I got the best sleep of my life! It had been a hellish end to the night shift before, so I was ready to get some good sleep. I came home, showered, put on comfy pj's, turned down the air real cold, took motrin for cramps and sleepy time, put the ear plugs in and mask on and curled up under my comforter.
I. Was. Out.
It was heavenly. I woke up to my alarm nearly 8 hrs later. I was so elated. Then, I realized I had to get up...but at least it was a full day of sleep!
Now, I'm at work. Counting down the hrs.
I want adventure. Come on, Navy. I miss the "It's not just a job...it's an adventure" aspect. This whole "Navy: A global force for good" just isn't as exciting.
The exciting thing is walking over to the new ICU. Holy cow, man. I'm going to take some before pics of the "ICU" I work in now....and then the new one, once it's finished. No one would believe they are the same hospital. Right now, it's like I like in horn/knapp at Tech and we only have 4 outlets on the wall to fit 2 phones, a mini fridge, microwave, chargers, computer plugs, printers, etc. Courtney and I's dorm room was a HUGE fire hazard. That's how it is here where I work. Each bed only has a couple outlets. This place is so old. The new ICU is beeeeautiful. It has 10 outlets on one wall of each room, alone! There are outlets on every wall! It's sad that this excites me. No more crawling on my hands and knees behind the bed to change out all the plugs. And. And! Each room (I like the sound of that...ROOM!) has a toilet and sink! WOW! No more bedside commodes. I really feel like it's going to change how we work and how we feel about ourselves.
Lab time. Gotta run! Then, it'll be updates on all my patients, residents coming in early, NOD reports and then change of shift and my home, my boo and my bed! Wooohooo!
I. Was. Out.
It was heavenly. I woke up to my alarm nearly 8 hrs later. I was so elated. Then, I realized I had to get up...but at least it was a full day of sleep!
Now, I'm at work. Counting down the hrs.
I want adventure. Come on, Navy. I miss the "It's not just a job...it's an adventure" aspect. This whole "Navy: A global force for good" just isn't as exciting.
The exciting thing is walking over to the new ICU. Holy cow, man. I'm going to take some before pics of the "ICU" I work in now....and then the new one, once it's finished. No one would believe they are the same hospital. Right now, it's like I like in horn/knapp at Tech and we only have 4 outlets on the wall to fit 2 phones, a mini fridge, microwave, chargers, computer plugs, printers, etc. Courtney and I's dorm room was a HUGE fire hazard. That's how it is here where I work. Each bed only has a couple outlets. This place is so old. The new ICU is beeeeautiful. It has 10 outlets on one wall of each room, alone! There are outlets on every wall! It's sad that this excites me. No more crawling on my hands and knees behind the bed to change out all the plugs. And. And! Each room (I like the sound of that...ROOM!) has a toilet and sink! WOW! No more bedside commodes. I really feel like it's going to change how we work and how we feel about ourselves.
Lab time. Gotta run! Then, it'll be updates on all my patients, residents coming in early, NOD reports and then change of shift and my home, my boo and my bed! Wooohooo!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Floating down a river named emotion, will I make it back to shore or drift into the unknown. - Incubus, Aqueous Transmission
Yesterday, Cameron and I went Kayaking. THAT was an experience. I had only slept about 4 hours after night shift, but I didn't want to waste the beautiful day. I think it would have been a little better if we had gotten two single ones, but then we wouldn't have been forced to work together like we did. :) The ride out to the sand bar was touchy....and I nearly tossed my oar off in the distance to pout, but we made it to the sand bar, made up and then rallied to make it back safely. The way back was much better. We were relaxed, didn't have the wind at us, until the very end and managed to really work together.
Anyway, we were talking about how we should have a blog where we can talk about our adventures. Cameron then set up a tumblr account. You can now view random photos and our goofball experiences at:
http://cksquared.tumblr.com/
I'm still going to keep this blog for me, but man....I need to write in here more. There just isn't a lot to talk about these days. Just workin, learning to cook, keeping up the apt, hanging out in our awesome neighborhood and counting down days until I'm Mrs. Kline.
Cooking. That's what I should talk about more. If any of you know a little bit about me, you'll know that I am NOT a cook. I'm just not good at it. Well, Cameron is and ever since we started dating, I've learned a lot and have come a LONG way and can now manage a little in the kitchen. The chopper and food processor that my mom got me are finally being used! I actually managed to come across a recipe for Mexislaw that Cameron has now said is his favorite thing to eat-EVER. I am so happy and proud! :) hehe.
Not only have I had to learn how to cook, but I've been having to learn to cook vegetarian food. Tofu, tempeh, veggies. It's been fun though.
Okay, I'm off to go enjoy the sun!
Anyway, we were talking about how we should have a blog where we can talk about our adventures. Cameron then set up a tumblr account. You can now view random photos and our goofball experiences at:
http://cksquared.tumblr.com/
I'm still going to keep this blog for me, but man....I need to write in here more. There just isn't a lot to talk about these days. Just workin, learning to cook, keeping up the apt, hanging out in our awesome neighborhood and counting down days until I'm Mrs. Kline.
Cooking. That's what I should talk about more. If any of you know a little bit about me, you'll know that I am NOT a cook. I'm just not good at it. Well, Cameron is and ever since we started dating, I've learned a lot and have come a LONG way and can now manage a little in the kitchen. The chopper and food processor that my mom got me are finally being used! I actually managed to come across a recipe for Mexislaw that Cameron has now said is his favorite thing to eat-EVER. I am so happy and proud! :) hehe.
Not only have I had to learn how to cook, but I've been having to learn to cook vegetarian food. Tofu, tempeh, veggies. It's been fun though.
Okay, I'm off to go enjoy the sun!
Monday, January 31, 2011
I lose faith and I lose ground, but then I see you and remember unconditional love. - Cyndi Lauper, Unconditional Love
In junior high and high school, I spent a lot of time at the mall. I didn't have much else to do, but waste time around there. I remember there was a jewelry store on the corner right by the food court. I couldn't remember the name, but they always had a bowl of little red and white pins that said "I am loved". We used to run in and grab a handful of them. We'd put them on everything. I didn't quite understand how important those words can be and what that little pin meant.
Last weekend, Cameron and I went to pick out our wedding bands. I found one that is a solitaire guard/wrap, so it looks like all one ring. We made the purchase and I turned around to leave and I saw a big bowl of "I am loved" pins! It made me smile inside and I ran over and picked out a couple. The memories of running into Helzberg when I was younger flashed through my head. Now, 12 years later, I am marrying the man of my absolute dreams! I know what it feels like to know that I am loved. I had no clue that my life was going to take me down this road. This is the best feeling in the world. I was so happy to be single and I didn't think I was missing out on anything, but man, I was. The time alone was needed though so that I could grow up and mature. God was preparing my heart and Cameron's.
I did a search on those pins and found out there was a long history to them!
http://www.helzberg.com/category/about+us/i+am+loved.do
Such a small thing and it means so much.
Last weekend, Cameron and I went to pick out our wedding bands. I found one that is a solitaire guard/wrap, so it looks like all one ring. We made the purchase and I turned around to leave and I saw a big bowl of "I am loved" pins! It made me smile inside and I ran over and picked out a couple. The memories of running into Helzberg when I was younger flashed through my head. Now, 12 years later, I am marrying the man of my absolute dreams! I know what it feels like to know that I am loved. I had no clue that my life was going to take me down this road. This is the best feeling in the world. I was so happy to be single and I didn't think I was missing out on anything, but man, I was. The time alone was needed though so that I could grow up and mature. God was preparing my heart and Cameron's.
I did a search on those pins and found out there was a long history to them!
http://www.helzberg.com/category/about+us/i+am+loved.do
Such a small thing and it means so much.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
'Tis the season to be stressed out... fa la la la la. la la. la. la.
Thankfully, I have the most amazing fiance who keeps me grounded when in my head I start to stress. Especially when I stress months in advance. My classic "man, I'm so stressed.....I know that March is going to be crazy!" I really need to calm down and take things one day at at time.
I've gotten a lot done for the wedding. My goal is to get as much as I can before January. Right now, I'm mostly thinking small details. The big stuff is taken care of. I think for us it's pretty simple because we're pretty simple. I knew exactly what dress I wanted. My cake appt took 15 minutes and she told me I was the easiest bride she had worked with. I think the most important thing is just standing with Cameron and promising to love each other the rest of our lives in front of all the people we care most about.
It's easy to get wrapped up in details, but as I think about the details I just am reminded how amazing and beautiful our relationship is. I teared up today thinking about a year ago when I didn't even know about Cameron. I had no idea what was to come. When I was getting ready to move to Florida I had this huge feeling that I could just relax and let God fulfill His plan for me with my love life. He brought me Cameron. A man, who I absolutely adore, think is the most interesting man I've ever met and who has told me he feels that he honors God by honoring me. Is this real?
So, back to the stress. Work has been nuts in the past 2 months! We've been getting some sick patients lately. We've been writing fitreps, new SOPs, attending meetings for our computerized charting. In February, we're supposed to move to the new ICU, take our conscious sedation course, come in on our own time to do cases. In March, we have the go live dates for our computerized charting, PRT, uniform inspection. April is my wedding and honeymoon. Pfeww. May is my birth month. After that, maybe we can relax! I just miss the first few months in Jacksonville when things were laid back at work. I hope next I can go overseas and relax some.
I haven't even really done a whole bunch with Christmas this year. Cam and I did get a Christmas tree and I decorated the apartment a little. I've done shopping for my nieces and nephews and Cameron, but other than that, it's just tight with all the wedding stuff to buy much more. So, really all sorts of other things are more stressful than Christmas.
I need to stay on top of my blog more. Life can move so fast at times. I think my goal for the New Year is to take it one day at a time and just relax and enjoy every second. Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season!
I've gotten a lot done for the wedding. My goal is to get as much as I can before January. Right now, I'm mostly thinking small details. The big stuff is taken care of. I think for us it's pretty simple because we're pretty simple. I knew exactly what dress I wanted. My cake appt took 15 minutes and she told me I was the easiest bride she had worked with. I think the most important thing is just standing with Cameron and promising to love each other the rest of our lives in front of all the people we care most about.
It's easy to get wrapped up in details, but as I think about the details I just am reminded how amazing and beautiful our relationship is. I teared up today thinking about a year ago when I didn't even know about Cameron. I had no idea what was to come. When I was getting ready to move to Florida I had this huge feeling that I could just relax and let God fulfill His plan for me with my love life. He brought me Cameron. A man, who I absolutely adore, think is the most interesting man I've ever met and who has told me he feels that he honors God by honoring me. Is this real?
So, back to the stress. Work has been nuts in the past 2 months! We've been getting some sick patients lately. We've been writing fitreps, new SOPs, attending meetings for our computerized charting. In February, we're supposed to move to the new ICU, take our conscious sedation course, come in on our own time to do cases. In March, we have the go live dates for our computerized charting, PRT, uniform inspection. April is my wedding and honeymoon. Pfeww. May is my birth month. After that, maybe we can relax! I just miss the first few months in Jacksonville when things were laid back at work. I hope next I can go overseas and relax some.
I haven't even really done a whole bunch with Christmas this year. Cam and I did get a Christmas tree and I decorated the apartment a little. I've done shopping for my nieces and nephews and Cameron, but other than that, it's just tight with all the wedding stuff to buy much more. So, really all sorts of other things are more stressful than Christmas.
I need to stay on top of my blog more. Life can move so fast at times. I think my goal for the New Year is to take it one day at a time and just relax and enjoy every second. Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
"You are everything I never knew I always wanted. "
I guess it's about time that I update this thing....
A lot has changed in my life over the last month. I was promoted to Lieutenant. I moved over to 5 points in Riverside to an incredibly awesome neighborhood with lots of stores, restaurants and nightlife. I also met the most amazing man I could have ever dreamed up.
I find it so funny when I look back. When I wrote that last post in August, I was single, independent and pretty comfortable with where things were in my life. Then, I got an email from someone who changed my whole world. The first date was just coffee. That "just coffee" first date was 4 hours long! :) I wasn't going to see him right away....but then the next day when I called him....I really wanted to see him. We've spent so much time together over the past 29 days and to us, it seems like we have been together for years and not just a few weeks. How is that possible?
On one hand, it feels new, exciting, perfect....and then at the same time, we feel comfortable, honest, secure and relaxed in the relationship. There's no jealousy, no worries or fear about military life and what that can throw at us. We're realistic about how our relationship at times will be very hard and almost seem impossible at times, but we want to do it. We're making that conscious decision to do it.
I really do feel incredibly lucky that I have found someone who is so mature, calm and keeps me relaxed.
I could go on and on, but I'll save you from it. It's just been something that I never expected, but I'm so thankful to God that He brought us together.
I want to include one of my favorite quotes and then I'll move on to something else:
Now, let's see. What else? Not much. Work has been kinda slow lately, but I think I'm gonna start buckling down and start my studying back up for the CCRN exam! I kinda stopped with all the moving and craziness that was September. I need to get my butt in gear. I also need to start working out again...since it's PRT season! eeeeik!
That's all, really. Things are going really well, just now starting to calm down. Every weekend I have been working or moving or have had someone in town, etc. Everything calms down just in time for me to start nights. Woot!
A lot has changed in my life over the last month. I was promoted to Lieutenant. I moved over to 5 points in Riverside to an incredibly awesome neighborhood with lots of stores, restaurants and nightlife. I also met the most amazing man I could have ever dreamed up.
I find it so funny when I look back. When I wrote that last post in August, I was single, independent and pretty comfortable with where things were in my life. Then, I got an email from someone who changed my whole world. The first date was just coffee. That "just coffee" first date was 4 hours long! :) I wasn't going to see him right away....but then the next day when I called him....I really wanted to see him. We've spent so much time together over the past 29 days and to us, it seems like we have been together for years and not just a few weeks. How is that possible?
On one hand, it feels new, exciting, perfect....and then at the same time, we feel comfortable, honest, secure and relaxed in the relationship. There's no jealousy, no worries or fear about military life and what that can throw at us. We're realistic about how our relationship at times will be very hard and almost seem impossible at times, but we want to do it. We're making that conscious decision to do it.
I really do feel incredibly lucky that I have found someone who is so mature, calm and keeps me relaxed.
I could go on and on, but I'll save you from it. It's just been something that I never expected, but I'm so thankful to God that He brought us together.
I want to include one of my favorite quotes and then I'll move on to something else:
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being in love which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
-- Captain Corelli's Mandolin
Now, let's see. What else? Not much. Work has been kinda slow lately, but I think I'm gonna start buckling down and start my studying back up for the CCRN exam! I kinda stopped with all the moving and craziness that was September. I need to get my butt in gear. I also need to start working out again...since it's PRT season! eeeeik!
That's all, really. Things are going really well, just now starting to calm down. Every weekend I have been working or moving or have had someone in town, etc. Everything calms down just in time for me to start nights. Woot!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
“Those who are too smart to engage in politics are punished by being governed by those who are dumber.” -Plato.
Maybe so, Plato....maybe so....
I've always thought I was pretty "middle of the road" when it comes to politics, but this is crazzzzzy!
The Political Compass
Economic Left/Right: -0.50
Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -0.41
Here's the link for the quiz: http://www.politicalcompass.org/test
I really just try and stay out of politics in general. I support whoever leads my country at the time because I think of myself as a patriot and that's what we are called to do by being in the armed forces of this country. It's NOT LIKE MY VOTE COUNTS! Grr. Still bitter, finding that out days before the last election.
Yeah, that's right. Many states do not count absentee ballots unless it is nearly a tie....MEANING, if those active duty military members send in absentee ballots, they are most likely not being counted. Isn't that the shaft?? I was on a deployment and my freaking ballot was sitting in a warehouse. Sigh.
I've always thought I was pretty "middle of the road" when it comes to politics, but this is crazzzzzy!
The Political Compass
Economic Left/Right: -0.50
Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -0.41
Here's the link for the quiz: http://www.politicalcompass.org/test
I really just try and stay out of politics in general. I support whoever leads my country at the time because I think of myself as a patriot and that's what we are called to do by being in the armed forces of this country. It's NOT LIKE MY VOTE COUNTS! Grr. Still bitter, finding that out days before the last election.
Yeah, that's right. Many states do not count absentee ballots unless it is nearly a tie....MEANING, if those active duty military members send in absentee ballots, they are most likely not being counted. Isn't that the shaft?? I was on a deployment and my freaking ballot was sitting in a warehouse. Sigh.
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